*offers cookies and tea* I don't think that's weird at all! This is what motivates me to try to fill in those gaps! :) Although, with Kurt, it's not *quite* that for me, because a lot of this is me trying to work out his internal stuff, which I think we do get hints of it via Kurt's actions and expressions. e.g., we got him saying to Finn, "I kinda feel like I'm dying" and later to Chase, "I'm okay. I'll be okay." But I'm not sure Kurt's ever going to say a lot more than that out loud, because he is so internal, private, guarded, and sort of stoic. IDK if that makes sense. But I did have to spend a lot of time this past season reading all the non verbal stuff with Kurt and piecing together a puzzle of Where Kurt's Head Is. :) Which is super fun as a fanfic writer, but can be a major pain in the arse as a viewer, since we're always left wanting more--so much more--than we're getting.

I'm really glad you feel this hit the mark, or *a* mark. I had to wait until I knew the boys were back together to venture into these raw, angry, sad places within Kurt. It still hurts, but at least I know the way through!

Thank you so much for taking the time to read and comment. I appreciate it so much, especially on these sad pieces. <3 Happy Holidays!

(Sorry this reply is a bit late!)